Ask anyone. I'm the most pessimistic negative jerk anyone has ever met haha. I always reply with the usual pessimist response of "i'm not a pessimist, i'm a realist." I simply observe everyone in the world including myself getting shit on constantly day after day and learn to accept it and deal with it, where as others choose to create elaborate fantasies where they pretend everything is magical and perfect.

It's all downhill after 21.... don't expect it to get better lol